I tried to sleep but I just couldn't

[breeliz]

 Just making a quick update before I go to bed. I've been terribly busy with school and tennis season starting up so I apologize for being a lackluster friend on here. I tried to catch up on most of your journals today but I may have missed a few and I apologize.

Things have been rather hectic lately. I have to start applying to college in less than a month and not only am I under qualified but I'm completely unprepared. I wish I would have thought about this more. Honestly, I'll most likely end up at a junior college. I'm okay with that but it burns me out to a degree. This is my fault, I know it, I'm hoping at least one college will give me a shot. Maybe I will win them over with my personal statement? Maybe not.

Boys boys boys. One is too old [24 isn't that old but I'm 17], one decides to try and invite himself back into my life after not contacting me for two months, and one is new and very peculiar. I don't want a relationship right now but we'll see where everything goes. As for guy number two, he can invite himself back in all he wants, it doesn't mean I will LET him back in. He lost my trust and interest a while ago and that's not something I just hand out like a free sample.

I'm so tired and my body is aching from tennis today. I'll try and update this more often :/

Comments

[flumes.livejournal.com]

All you have to do is try with the college thing. Try a couple of schools, okay. Also lol boys. BOYS. They suck.

[breeliz.livejournal.com]

I know, I'm going to. It still sucks though :/

and yes. YES THEY DO. haha

[superstition-x.livejournal.com]

Take some Buffy into your system! What epi are you watching right now bb?

I'm so glad you're obsessed.

[breeliz.livejournal.com]

I bought season 1 and 2 in a double pack thing yesterday so I watched Angel last night and followed that up with School Hard. I was kind of indifferent towards spike when I first saw season 2 but now omg he's like my favorite thing, haha.

[caughtfire.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm sorry you're feeling stressed out about college stuff. I really don't want to think about it and I still have two years to go. D:

BOYS SUCK. Unless they're undead and go by the names of Angel or Spike.

[breeliz.livejournal.com]

oops I didn't see this comment till now. ty, yeah enjoy your two years before you have to think about it :)

I TOTALLY AGREE WITH THIS STATEMENT, haha. But then again those boys suck too...in the literal sense ;)